The fall is inevitable, it will come and I know when. I am tethering on this edge, knowing that behind me, I leave things adventurous and interesting but ahead of me, are the things still unexplored and untested. In front of me, there lies an abyss of the unknown and am standing on the edge of the known.
I know the fall is not going to change me…
But I feel, that somehow the world around me expects me to be beaten into shape by this fall.
Yes, after falling off this cliff, am going to miss the ledge am standing on right now.Am going to miss being a teenager and am going to miss passing off all my mischief as "teenage rebel". Am going to miss the label of "teen".Am not going to change overnight on my birthday, am still going to be a child at my heart, a born rebel!!
But now, my fond rebels with a cause are going to be labelled as my irresponsible actions...I will have to pick up the reins of my life. And as per the jargon, now is not the time for a laid back attitude in life. Now,is not the place to run from the blades of time swishing every so often. Rather,it is the place to embrace the wounds inflicted, either appreciate them or endure them, time is ripe to choose our way..
But then how can our pampered souls suddenly switch to the responsible mode overnight?
Maturity is a term that still sounds greek and latin and prone to speculation...And that is how am supposed to be from tomorrow.
How can anyone expect to drink wine which has just been brewed? We let it brew for time,mature it,let it age gracefully and then put our best foot forward to taste the choicest selections...
So in a few minutes, am going to brace myself for the fall..am going fall of the brink and shed off the label..so does that mean i will be no more a rebel?
You gotta be kidding!!!
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even if u r nt a teenage rebel..u can alwayz b a rebel :p...happy birthday....!!!
ReplyDeleteIn my classroom, realizing that I am in my final semester, I remembered this article. Its lunch time now, just came to my room and read this piece thinking that I can connect to it better today. I did. I feel good reading it Harita. That you wrote it then, pushes me to write now. :)
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